I took this picture on a day I was feeling especially rainy in my life - physically and emotionally. I was scared and lonely and lost. This sweet heart leaf was waiting for me at the end of a walk I no longer belong to. This image is a gift of my feelings. I hope that one day it will be received. It has been a long while – over six months since I have been here. The journey has been treacherous these past few years, but not all bad. Even the bad is part of the good in the end. Right? The bad, the challenging, the overwhelming…eventually it makes us who we are are. Right? There is too much to share and much more I should not share. Is it enough to just be back to reboot, revise, reflect a little and try to find the path to creativity once again? Is it okay with you even though I am unsure that I will not falter, fall away a bit, only to return? It has to be okay with me. There will be a hole, but life is like that. Right?
Life is not like a blog. It doesn’t always look pretty, or neat, or well. Life happens and when it does, it is hard to write, to share, to disclose. The light at the end of the tunnel is small, miniscule, but there is light, there is hope and I as I work my way out of the tunnel I hope to find you there. I have not only been missing from the blog, but missing from yours as well. I look forward to a having a cup of coffee with you.